但愿相忆莫相忘                  It’s always life

幽怀几许终难忘                  It’s always journey

长久不见路途遥                  It’s too hurry to save the trace

隔不断万星信笺                  If youth pass with a gale of spring wind

止不住悠悠思绪                  I can’t be reconciled to this

留存对你的友情                  So I will write down the years

好久没来过了，昨天收拾东西，发现最近短短20天里竟然有6张杭州上海间的往返车票，想起明天又将有一趟上海之行，不知该作何感想。来杭3年，似乎加起来去上海的次数也比不了这几天的折腾。只是每次总是来去匆匆，没能见见朋友。

最近每次到上海，都是直奔酒店，锦江、东亚国际、希尔顿……有时候会想，或许仅此也可不虚此行；然而想起明年的去向，今后将从事的职业，却又希望这仅仅是个开始。我所渴望的生活，也许是安静而充满生气的校园，也许就是奔波而灯红酒绿，金碧辉煌。

见多了米国名校，愈发觉得自己的不自信。本来早该选定的学校名单，三番两次改动。有一点却是确定的，这次的选择一定要考虑地域了：仅2小时的车程，上海能够提供的，杭州却很少。但是同样确定的是，为这个选择，我需要付出更多的心血。总是这样，心比天高，却被现实打回绝望的谷底。准备阶段如此漫长而繁琐，伴随着希望与烦闷的抗争，幸而有朋友相伴，良师相助，洒下一丝金色阳光。然而恐惧却始终盘旋而挥之不去——不敢去想结果，选择了远方，就只顾风雨兼程，真的是这样么？

上海南站修的很漂亮。圆型透明顶棚，开放式候车区，令我想起浦东机场。明天又要去了，和前几次不同，这次是和小小，娃娃脸，专程为“哥德堡”号。难以想象如果没有去过瑞典，我们是否还会如此执着。心跑野了，就难以收回来了，有野心应该是件好事，不是么？

最后，无论是杭州，上海，我的Dream，一路走来，虽然Far away，I'll be with you.

唯一的遗憾是，那《Brokeback Mountain》的剪辑，配了这首歌，做的实在是太令人难以忘怀……

This time, this place, Misused, Mistakes

Too long, too late, who was I to make you wait

Just one chance, just one breath, just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know, you know, you know

That I love you, I have loved you all along

I miss you, been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go

Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand all of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all, I'd give for us, give anything but I won't give up

'Cause you know, you know, you know

So far away, been far away for far too long

So far away, been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted, I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed, I need to hear you say

That I love you, I have loved you all along

And I forgive you, for being away for far too long

So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Not leaving Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go